Well well well, what have we here? My little healing blog from way back when. I read through the past few posts, not all of them. But it looks like there's lots of background info to read if that becomes of interest to you.
I'm in a special place in life right now, one I honestly never thought I could reach. A healed place, feeling less depressed and happier than ever in my life. Now I'm 55 yrs old. Grateful of course, but part of me wonders why it had to take so fucking long. Jeesh! I have suffered. Daily for most of my life. I have some ideas why, but I'll get to that later.
What I want to do is use this blog to tell my healing story, which has been a total trip! My hope is at some point people will find this and learn from my experiences. Maybe my story will at least make someone feel a little more hope, or they might see a whole blueprint for healing their own self at whatever level they are able.
Where to begin?? I guess today I will start with where I am today.
I feel fucking amazing. I'm not yet at the point I'd like to be... but oh man I am so close. About 8 yrs ago now (jeesh I do lose track of time) hubs and I bought our dream home in the country. It's lovely and quiet and surrounded by trees, but also sunnier and warmer than when we were closer to the coast. The vibe from the beginning has been palpable, a healing energy for sure. Peace we couldn't find living in the middle of town. So that really started things I think, for both of us. We always said when we moved to our dream place, we wanted to learn to garden, preserve foods, and get some kitties. We have done all that, now have 8 yr old orange brother kitties, a huge garden with 2 greenhouses, a couple acres where we've planted shrubs and trees, it's heaven.
And now, Hubs has retired and I retired with him (thanks to covid closing down my craft show biz). What's funny is, neither of us thought past this point. This was our far off 'some day' goal, we just have no idea what comes next. Ha! Still kind of figuring it out.
So in short, what I'll talk about here is the series of events that led to not only healing my life long depression, but also to a spiritual awakening. Yeah. It's going to get weird, but at this point I just don't care what anyone thinks about it. I have experienced a lot of weird spirit stuff, it just is what it is. I have healed as well as elevated my vibration. I'm just flying in a way. Like I said, it's been a total trip.
Today I'm still working through a couple things as I leave my old life behind. But overall I feel great, happier and more solid than ever. My marriage is more healthy and strong than it's ever been. I've begun totally new projects and work situations. Everything is different, and I can't wait to see what comes next!